niedziela, 22 marca 2020

05. So bored.




     Hi!
This night was horrible. I couldn't sleep at all. When I finally fell asleep I had nightmare. I stuck in the dark forest alone, without my family, my friends. I'm afraid of darkness, so I couldn't breathe. I was looking for some help, but nobody could hear me. I was prisoner of my mind.

     I hate sundays. It's such a usefull day, especially in current situation. Everything annoys me and the only thing I want is to fall asleep and wake up when everything will be OK. I was trying listen to music, watch movies, read books, but -I don't know how to describe this - it's soo boring. It didn't bring me joy as usually.
The only good news is that I got good marks. Study at home isn't the same as in the school. Vision of matura exam in May make me sick. I think we should write this exam in another time, because I don't feel prepared well, for example: math isn't my favorite subject and I have problem with it.
Sometimes I realise that I was born to complain.
I'm going to watch cute animals on YouTube today. I discovered whole internet through free days. I swear.

See you soon xo

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